Get me back on your leash
Office work coincides with respiratory illness. There’s something about the airtight atmosphere, built to minimize distraction by locking all productivity inside, and with it a host of airborne poxes, sweeping over me like easy prey. I’m new yet. I have yet to build up an immunity, and sick time. Joy, however, my porcine cohort and proletarian muse, has accumulated an entire onslaught of free days off with pay, and so it is with no indiscretion that she calls in sick once a week. There’s kind of an office in-joke about, with which I am greeted yesterday. “I hate work,” she tells me. “I guess I’m just kind of lazy.” I think this over for a bit, wondering what else I might have in common with this Frosted Flakes-consuming, popcorn-crunching co-worker. “I just like to lie in bed all day and eat,” she tells me cheerfully. And so it is with no surprise that she does not show up for work today. We knew she wasn’t coming, another coworker tells me. Whenever she brings her sweater and starts saying she’s cold that’s usually an indication that she’s not coming in the next day. She’s been doing this about once a week for years now. Apparently, two years ago, she went so far as to throw her work in the trashcan, which earned her a trail, whereby she got to spend the next two years at home with pay before getting her job back, and with it a whole bunch of vacation time. And so now, here she is, entering dog licenses into a computer and using her vacation time with all of the frivolity of a teenager with a limitless allowance. Such is the nature of working in the public sector, an environment where you can demonstrate your disdain for your job by actually throwing your work into a trashcan and not get fired. I spend my days in deep contemplation, peering out of a window that reveals a serene meadow. It will be fall soon, I think. Things will be changing.

Everyone I’ve encountered here is incredibly bizarre, but then I’m probably not the right person to be offering commentary on mental sanity. I like to think I have one up on other people because I’ve spent the entirety of my life avoiding situations precisely like this one, but I always find myself in the strange predicament of talking to these same people and wondering, why don’t I have any vacation time? A question which never reveals a whole lot of clarity. But I really just have to come clean and admit, this place is not too bad. Where else can you openly throw your work in the trashcan and be rewarded two years off, with pay? I read True Romance magazine in the break room and eat the free apples that someone has left. What’s so true about these stories, though, I don’t know. Today’s tale is all about the disillusionment of life in the big city, the dream gone astray, and the boy left behind in the small town. Is there any going back? Will he still be there on returning. I never find out, because I almost pass out from inertia.

Back in the office, my coworkers are still discussing Joy’s departure, and how unfair it is that they have to come to work. They’re getting all riled up and trying to get me to join in. I don’t really get it, though, honestly. Although her days off don’t affect any of us negatively (except for me of course, who is without humor for the majority of the day), they still insist on bemoaning the fact that she doesn’t come to work. “What do you think?” they want to know. But all I can do is blow my nose and cough out loud. I’d like a day off. But the whole thing is, I’m only temp. I don’t have any.